Friday, May 09, 2008
I feel so bad... so freaking sick... nobody believes.... ergh! Im such a big flu bug now... So pple beware of me!
The doc warned me that soon I will develop a fever and I believe it because the last time I was like tt was in SMU. I rmb I had to go back and do LTB tt day so the whole journey to sch I was like dazed and felt so freaking slpy and tired. Now Im going thru the dazed and slpy part. Plus my nose is like sensitive now. I just hope tt I seriously dun develop any flu especially before my presentation.
I really feel like im not myself anymore. Im afraid that everybody start to develop negative feelings about me all because of one stupid confession to some 2 pple. ergh! Just hope that I dun get burnt by my stupid act.
Please god please please!! Help me and bless me. I seriously need someone to help me out now. Desiring something that will never happen. What m I thinking man! hate myself... hate everything about myself.
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